Friends

I KNOW I MESSED UP AGAIN! I have found I have a hard time following my own inspirationals which I wrote in 2007. I guess nothing and no one can always be depression free. It all depends on what you learn and how you change it around to make yourself a stronger person because of it.  To everyone who has seen or have visited my profile this is to let you know that I have returned. I'm updating my profile, just waiting on approval. I have had a rough year and I'm just now getting back on my feet, which I didn't think would happen, but a new location, new friends have given me a new lease on life, making it all worth living for again. I have opened my mind even further then it had been before and if this one guy comes back into my life I will do whatever I can to see that I don't make the same mistake that I made with him in December. If I had realized that I was ready for a relationship I wouldn't have turned him down as fast as I did. I thought about it the following day and realized if we would have started out slow we could have had all of our dreams. There was a sign that we were meant to be together and it sort of scared me (as in spooky). I really think him and I are soulmates from the signs that I refused to accept. If we were really meant to be together he will return to ask me again and this time I will let him know we will have to start out slow just to see how things work out. For the time being I am here and " I AM ME ".  ~ Kashina Skye ~